This is the first time that I don't know how should I describe the holidays.
It isn't boring or fun.
I don't want holidays to end nor school to start.
I'm constantly having mixed feelings these few days.
I am wondering if I am being too pessimistic to keep circulating negative thoughts about matters recently or rather am I too paranoid?
I'm positive that I am not having mood swings though.
Actually, I have many things I've wanted to blog about but once I am sitting in front of the monitor, everything just disappears from my mind.
From the past few days onwards, I've started to like read books or newspapers and do a few grammar practices everyday, in the hopes that my English would improve as time goes by.
I'm currently reading The Vampire Diaries book that I have bought more than half a year back and watching GLEE!
I'm very slow though, I always take a very long time to read, understand the content and finish the book.
Most of the time, I read and stop after each sentence to process it.
I don't know if I should call this a phobia, I'm afraid that I would miss out some parts of the content which is why I tend to read each line several times repeatedly.
At this rate I am going, I doubt my English will improve at all.
Despite me feeling upset and moody, GLEE is always able to cheer me up though!
I love its comedy and music!
In addition, maybe because the GLEE Club is a show choir and I am in choir so I naturally love this show!
On an ending note, to everyone, please take care of yourself and to the same batch as me, enjoy your "last" holidays before the arrival of "doomsday"! (:
